< Loneliness >

Well, we had a FUN weekend at the lake with family! We did not get home until about 5pm yesterday and we got things put away and crops from the garden picked. We needed to go to the store, but that did not happen. We had one sad little boy that did not understand why his brother did not come home with us. Chayton wanted to just go back and pick him up. It is going to be a very hard week for all of us. Jackson does not stay away from us much and letting him stay at the lake for a week without us there was very difficult! And i mean VERY!! Not sure i can handle doing this again, nor can Chayton. I am sick now and i am not sure if it is because Jackson isn't here or if i am just exhausted. UGH!!

I will try to post pics of the lake trip tomorrow!